About Me
Hi, im citrus. this is probably where i should say things about myself.. this is what im not so good at and also kindof why i wanted to make this. i have a lot that i like but dont know how to put anything about me into words. so here is some surface level things about me that might not be obvious by browsing around the site.
My Childhood
I did gymnastics from the time i was 5 years old and did competetive gymnastics for 10 years. during this time ive broken about 10 bones, the worst of which being my leg when it hyperextended and broke at my tibial plateau while practicing a new skill i wasnt entirely confident in.
My entirte life for years revolved around gymnastics and going to competitions, so i didnt keep a lot of friends while i was younger except for the ones i had made while in gymnastics. Unfortunalely with this also comes how the gymnastics social space works. When you leave a gym you are also losing all of those friends because you are now competition and competing for a different team. I had gone to the same gymnastics gym for nearly 10 years (not all competetive i still had 2 more years or competition ahead of me when i left) and i had a lot of ties in that gym and so so many fond memories, but there came a point where i felt i had outgrown my coaches for my preferred event (bars) and i needed to move to a different gym to excel further myself.
When i quit i had lost all of my friends i had known for years and though i had new ones at my new gym, gymnastics in general had become mentally more difficult to get myself over the fears of training skills and doing skills i had sone for years and after 2 more years i had to accept i could no longer do gymnastics. not for any physical reason, but because of mental fears not physically allowing me to even try.
Aside from gymnastics, i didnt have a very large social life outside of a few friend groups that came and go through middle school and highschool, but i had one constant. She has been my best friend now of over 15 years and we have gone through nearly all friend groups with eachother and always remained friends though we might not always be the closest at all times.
What I'm Doing Now??
So once i was done with gymnastics i was now out of highschool and onto college. i didnt have many friends, and of course because i hate leaving my house, the best idea in my mind was of course the internet (dun dun duuuuun). ive always been able to find good people and make my own space more on the internet than ive found possible in real life. im always around somewhere to connect, chat, or talk with all my friends online, usually on discord.
About the Site
This website is always changing. Some pages might be empty, broken, unfinished, or updated randomly. Think of it like a notebook with tabs.
Best viewed on desktop, with patience, curiosity, and maybe a snack.